Kuchh betukiyaan :p
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Meri zindagi mein aik bohat bada khila tha, aik aisey khila jo mujh sey bhara jana mumkin nazar na aata tha. Merey paas tha to sab kuchh, kaam, ghar-baar, gadi, paisa, dost, ehbaab. Mujhey raton ko neend bhi aati thi, go kam sahi magar so jata tha, aur subah uth ker kaam per bhi jata tha. In tmam baton key bawajood kuchh tha jo nahin tha. Dil mein aik khalish si rehti thi aik kami si rehti thi, aik tazabzab rehta tha keh woh kya hai jiski mujhey kami mehsoos hoti hai?
Main aksar sahil-e-samundar per jaa ker ghanto aatey jatey behri jahazon ka nazara karta, samundari paani ka satah-e-zameen per charh aaney key betaab rehna aur is bechaini mein moajzan rehnta. Parindon ka satah-e-aab per aai chhoti chhoti machhliyon ko pakarna, aik doosrey sey chhenena aur shore karna. Sahil per apney aap ko chust rakhney walon ki dor, idher sey udher bhagna. Bhudron ka aik bench per baith kar apni sochon mein gum dekhna - aur sochein to merey paas bhi hain. Aur meri soch mein woh aik khila hai jissey main pur nahin kar paa raha tha.
Main ney apni sochon mein bohat safar kiya hai. Itna safar jis ney mujhey bohat thaka diya hai. Ab mujhey koi naee soch nahin aa rahi thi keh jab dil-o-dimagh mein aik intishaar ho to takhleeq nahin hoti. Main ney likhna chhor diya tha main ney parhna chhor diya hai. Merey khila ney mujhey be'bas sa kar diya tha. Phir yak'dam sey woh noor phoota. Woh roshnee taloo hui, woh shama jali jisney meri dil ki anjuman mein mojood andherey door kar diyey. Har janib aik jagmag si honey lagi, meri khoi hui sochon ko aik naee zindagi mili, aik murdah jism mein rooh ki taazgi mehsoos honey lagi.
Main ney tumhein paa liya hai, tum merey wajood ka aik an'toot ang ho, tum ney mujhey har us khushi sey roshnaas karwaya hai jo merey liye aik sapna thi. Terey wajood ney meri soch ko neya jila bakhsi hai aur woh khila jo main saal ha saal sey mehsoos kar raha tha, woh bhara hai...
aey meri jaan-e-tamana
aey meri jaan-e-wafa
tu mili to mujhey
yeh ehsaas huwa
keh yeh jazbah-e-muhabbat
hota hai kiya?
woh meri zindagi mein
jo ik khila sa tha
teri qurbat ney ussey
bhar hai diya
tera andaaz-e-muhabbat
hai juda juda sa
dil mein hai iqraar
per kehna dushwar
keh main teri hoon bahar
tu mera hai pyar
per main yeh janta hoon
peyam-e-muhabbat manta hoon
tu meri hai sanam
yeh hamara janam
aik saath beetey ga
aik saath beetey ga :)
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:rose :rose :rose :rose :rose :rose
Meri zindagi mein aik bohat bada khila tha, aik aisey khila jo mujh sey bhara jana mumkin nazar na aata tha. Merey paas tha to sab kuchh, kaam, ghar-baar, gadi, paisa, dost, ehbaab. Mujhey raton ko neend bhi aati thi, go kam sahi magar so jata tha, aur subah uth ker kaam per bhi jata tha. In tmam baton key bawajood kuchh tha jo nahin tha. Dil mein aik khalish si rehti thi aik kami si rehti thi, aik tazabzab rehta tha keh woh kya hai jiski mujhey kami mehsoos hoti hai?
Main aksar sahil-e-samundar per jaa ker ghanto aatey jatey behri jahazon ka nazara karta, samundari paani ka satah-e-zameen per charh aaney key betaab rehna aur is bechaini mein moajzan rehnta. Parindon ka satah-e-aab per aai chhoti chhoti machhliyon ko pakarna, aik doosrey sey chhenena aur shore karna. Sahil per apney aap ko chust rakhney walon ki dor, idher sey udher bhagna. Bhudron ka aik bench per baith kar apni sochon mein gum dekhna - aur sochein to merey paas bhi hain. Aur meri soch mein woh aik khila hai jissey main pur nahin kar paa raha tha.
Main ney apni sochon mein bohat safar kiya hai. Itna safar jis ney mujhey bohat thaka diya hai. Ab mujhey koi naee soch nahin aa rahi thi keh jab dil-o-dimagh mein aik intishaar ho to takhleeq nahin hoti. Main ney likhna chhor diya tha main ney parhna chhor diya hai. Merey khila ney mujhey be'bas sa kar diya tha. Phir yak'dam sey woh noor phoota. Woh roshnee taloo hui, woh shama jali jisney meri dil ki anjuman mein mojood andherey door kar diyey. Har janib aik jagmag si honey lagi, meri khoi hui sochon ko aik naee zindagi mili, aik murdah jism mein rooh ki taazgi mehsoos honey lagi.
Main ney tumhein paa liya hai, tum merey wajood ka aik an'toot ang ho, tum ney mujhey har us khushi sey roshnaas karwaya hai jo merey liye aik sapna thi. Terey wajood ney meri soch ko neya jila bakhsi hai aur woh khila jo main saal ha saal sey mehsoos kar raha tha, woh bhara hai...
aey meri jaan-e-tamana
aey meri jaan-e-wafa
tu mili to mujhey
yeh ehsaas huwa
keh yeh jazbah-e-muhabbat
hota hai kiya?
woh meri zindagi mein
jo ik khila sa tha
teri qurbat ney ussey
bhar hai diya
tera andaaz-e-muhabbat
hai juda juda sa
dil mein hai iqraar
per kehna dushwar
keh main teri hoon bahar
tu mera hai pyar
per main yeh janta hoon
peyam-e-muhabbat manta hoon
tu meri hai sanam
yeh hamara janam
aik saath beetey ga
aik saath beetey ga :)
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