wo kehtey hain..Meri Maan mar gayii
wo kehtey hain k Wo wahan us qabar main hai..
Jhoot..........main nahii maantii..Merii Maan xinda hai..wo nahiin marii..
mera weham nai hai..ye such hai..yeh un ka sirf ehsaas hi nai hai..kyunki ehsaas ki awaaz nahii..ehsaas bolta tu nahii...
Meri Maan sirf koi kahanii tu nahiin jo qalam se likh k miTa dii jaye..or phir usey bhula diya jaye..
Wo har raat atii hai..nangey pair buhut door sey..........merey aansoo poonchtii hai....muskura k mera maatha choomtii hai phir .............phir main so jati hoon..
Maan.......tu din main ghayab jub hojati hai..or apney peechey sirf wo khushboo chorr deti hai..mujhey yaqeen honey lagta hai...un ki baatoon par..
Maan kya such main tu wahan Qabar main jeeti hai???wahiin tera din wahiin terii raat guzartii hai..????
Wo muskura dii or main ne un ki aankhoon main Jawaab parrh liya..
"Betii main tera weham nahii..main koi saraab nahii..Betii main wahan zameen k neechey apney mehal main rehtii hoon.."
phir achanak....tamam qandelein bujh gayein......andhera hogaya......KYA RAAT HO CHUKII??? ...........HAAN.......... un ki aankhoon main doobtey sooraj ki si laali thii..un k gaaloon par chamktey aansoo behney lagey..
main jaan gayii k yeh aakhrii mulaqaat thii.....or Ammi janey wali hain.....aj aik khiley phool k bajaye unhoon ne merey haath main aik murjhaya howa phool rakha.....
"Alvida meri Betii"......Yeh akhri lafz bijlii ki tarah mujh par girrey...
Chali gayein ........wo chalii gayein......
Us sooraj ki tarah jo samundar k peechey chup jata hai.....
main royii......un ko pukartii rahii.....Taiz baarish baras rahi thii.....main ne us ki parwaah na ki.....Ammi ko dhoondney lagii.....
Ammi louT aao......louT aao...Kyunki agar phool murjha jayein tu shehad ki makhiyaan mar jatii hain......
Ammi....agar parindey urr jayein tu un k ghonsley bhi khatam hojatey hain..
Ammi....terey bina main aik aisa pat'a hoon jissey hawa jidher chahey urra k phaink dey..
Main ne aik awaaz sunii..........Haan......... yeh tu ammi ki awaaz hai..
"Betii...mujhey na dhoondo...main humesha k liye chali gayi hoon..aik aisii jagah jahan se koi louT k nahii ata..
Betii teri dunya main mera koi wajood nahii...
main aik khwaab hoon..saraab hoon...terey dil ka weham hoon...Main wo maan hoon jo dhuwein ki tarah aa k ghayab hogayii...merii bachii main ja chukii hoon...mujhey na dhoodoo..."
wo kehtey hain k Wo wahan us qabar main hai..
Jhoot..........main nahii maantii..Merii Maan xinda hai..wo nahiin marii..
mera weham nai hai..ye such hai..yeh un ka sirf ehsaas hi nai hai..kyunki ehsaas ki awaaz nahii..ehsaas bolta tu nahii...
Meri Maan sirf koi kahanii tu nahiin jo qalam se likh k miTa dii jaye..or phir usey bhula diya jaye..
Wo har raat atii hai..nangey pair buhut door sey..........merey aansoo poonchtii hai....muskura k mera maatha choomtii hai phir .............phir main so jati hoon..
Maan.......tu din main ghayab jub hojati hai..or apney peechey sirf wo khushboo chorr deti hai..mujhey yaqeen honey lagta hai...un ki baatoon par..
Maan kya such main tu wahan Qabar main jeeti hai???wahiin tera din wahiin terii raat guzartii hai..????
Wo muskura dii or main ne un ki aankhoon main Jawaab parrh liya..
"Betii main tera weham nahii..main koi saraab nahii..Betii main wahan zameen k neechey apney mehal main rehtii hoon.."
phir achanak....tamam qandelein bujh gayein......andhera hogaya......KYA RAAT HO CHUKII??? ...........HAAN.......... un ki aankhoon main doobtey sooraj ki si laali thii..un k gaaloon par chamktey aansoo behney lagey..
main jaan gayii k yeh aakhrii mulaqaat thii.....or Ammi janey wali hain.....aj aik khiley phool k bajaye unhoon ne merey haath main aik murjhaya howa phool rakha.....
"Alvida meri Betii"......Yeh akhri lafz bijlii ki tarah mujh par girrey...
Chali gayein ........wo chalii gayein......
Us sooraj ki tarah jo samundar k peechey chup jata hai.....
main royii......un ko pukartii rahii.....Taiz baarish baras rahi thii.....main ne us ki parwaah na ki.....Ammi ko dhoondney lagii.....
Ammi louT aao......louT aao...Kyunki agar phool murjha jayein tu shehad ki makhiyaan mar jatii hain......
Ammi....agar parindey urr jayein tu un k ghonsley bhi khatam hojatey hain..
Ammi....terey bina main aik aisa pat'a hoon jissey hawa jidher chahey urra k phaink dey..
Main ne aik awaaz sunii..........Haan......... yeh tu ammi ki awaaz hai..
"Betii...mujhey na dhoondo...main humesha k liye chali gayi hoon..aik aisii jagah jahan se koi louT k nahii ata..
Betii teri dunya main mera koi wajood nahii...
main aik khwaab hoon..saraab hoon...terey dil ka weham hoon...Main wo maan hoon jo dhuwein ki tarah aa k ghayab hogayii...merii bachii main ja chukii hoon...mujhey na dhoodoo..."
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