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[Salauddien Mengal]

I LOST YOU TWICE
I lie awake at night,
and wonder if you know.
If you knew I loved you,
even though it didn't show.

I lost you once,
and thought I'd never cope.
I wanted to hang myself,
with that tightly entwined rope.

I got you back once,
and prayed to God that it would last.
But it ended in a heartbeat,
It ended way too fast.

I sometimes hold your picture,
and cry myself to sleep.
I think of how I still love you,
and how my love's so deep.

No one understands,
not even my best friend.
That I want to be with you,
Until my life's to end.

I remember that night,
the night that we first met.
I thought to myself,
"This is love, I bet."

If it wasn't for my best friend,
I never would have met you.
Then I did, I got you, and lost you...twice,
so what am I to do?

[Salauddien Mengal]

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[Salauddien Mengal]

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I miss you on your birthday
I miss you on your birthday,
Not only for your smile,
But for the piece of me that's gone,
Left within your care.
I'm in an empty hallway
And have been for awhile,
Gazing inwardly towards home,
Neither here nor there.
How quickly we've turned distant!
The months pass by like years.
How could friends so inseparable
So soon seem so apart!
How imprecise the instant
Held hostage by my tears!
Though Time may seem insatiable,
I have you in my heart.

[Salauddien Mengal]

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I hate feeling like this
I love you so much and
I thought you loved me too,
but someone in love wouldnt put me through
what your putting me through,
I sit up waiting for the phone to ring
and when it does it isn't you,
at night I lay awake crying my eyes
out trying to figure out if you love me
then why am I hurting,
and why arent you here to comfort me,
I hate feeling like this,
why does love hurt so much,
but we all want to fall in love,
I'm not sure anymore
if I want to be in love,
because if love hurts this badly t
hen I'll be by myself forever

[Salauddien Mengal]

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I think about you most of every day
I think about you most of every day.
You are the gift that graces all I do,
The single star that lights my lonely way.
I miss so much what words cannot convey:
The lilt, the laugh, the smile, the savor new.
I think about you most of every day
And dream about the places where you play,
Wandering where you might wander, too,
The single star that lights my lonely way,
The happiness that haunts where I must stay,
This wilderness of soul where wounds accrue.
I think about you most of every day,
And in this cell where I am locked away,
Where no one hears my song, I sing to you,
The single star that lights my lonely way.
I sing of truth that words cannot betray
And love no harrowing can hide from view.
I think about you most of every day,
The single star that lights my lonely way.

[Salauddien Mengal]

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I know she loves me, I love her more
know she loves me, I love her more,
wishing and praying that our love will never die
I cringe to hold her, I crave to hold her
wishing she were right here with me, by my side
I hear her voice, I hear her laugh
wishing I could see the expressions that she makes
I know she hurts, I know she cries
wishing I could wipe the tears from her eyes
I know she loves me, I love her more
wishing and praying our love will never die
I want her so bad, I need her so much
wishing we could begin our life together, us two as one
I can't smell her scent, I can't taste her taste
wishing I was there to kiss and snuggle up to her tight
I see her picture, I see her beauty
wishing I could be there to give her a big embrace
I know she loves me, I love her more
wishing and praying our love will never die
I fear the worst, I hope for the best
wishing she will never leave me and us never be apart
I want to be there for her, I want to show her
wishing she will accept my affection, loving and care
I tear to think her, I cry for her
wishing not to go crazy cause I am hurting to be with her bad :(
I know she loves me, I love her more

Judy My Love!!! My love for you will never die!!

[Salauddien Mengal]

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I lost you (were you ever mine)?

Illusion is such a mystery
It makes a mountain of a molehill
For even as I forfeited your history
I never know your present still

At first it seemed the right thing
To look into your eyes and smile
And in my mind a small voice did ring
that your eyes were my turnstile

Of course you had another lover
But did that ever matter to me?
For my boyish heart thought it clever
To chase you, own you -- do you see?

With each chance meeting carefully arranged By me;
O what a futile chore
And you were right that I'm deranged
To ever wish for something more

Now that your final word's been said
And me: the last funny line
To woo you away from your present stead.
I lost you (were you ever mine)?

[Salauddien Mengal]

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Last night, today, tonight I've thought of you
Last night, today, tonight I've thought of you,
Your fear of loving me, your fear of pain,
My own reluctance soon to love again,
And why we often flee what we pursue.
I've thought: if we could make time disappear,
Prune past and future, make the moment flower,
Lobotomize all save this single hour,
Then we could love with neither hope nor fear.
But when we pause to watch the moment flow,
Beneath we see eternity and space,
So thin a moving film is time and place,
Removing us, and all we love and know.
I cannot but anticipate the end:
Desire a lover, yet fear to lose a friend.

[Salauddien Mengal]

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I've been a fool for love
I've been a fool for love,
bent over backwards for love.
What did I find?
I was blind for love,
almost lost my mind for love
and what did I see?
Only a need to be free from love
and somehow to flee from love
and all it's done to me.
I've been a fool for love.
I've cried for love.
All I've ever tried was for love
and what did I find?
I was so weak for love,
so blind for love.
stupid in love for love
and what did I see?
Still a need to be loved.

[Salauddien Mengal]

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SLOW TEARS
I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek

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[Wafa]

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nice poems but little bit sad.......:D:

[Unsa Rana]

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nice collection

[*Hala*]

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wow Lexicon! beautiful i really like them alot! keep up the great work!
always

[Salauddien Mengal]

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nice poems but little bit sad.......:D:

thansk Wafa for repling..