My 1st Choice.

[Salauddien Mengal]

Now i have nothing

You came into my life
Quicker than a breath
Now i have nothing
Only memories are left.

You brightened up my days
Filled my nights with warms embrace
Now i have nothing
In my heart there is no trace.

I thought that you were real
That we were destined to be friends
Now i have nothing
Loneliness is how it ends.

You were so much more to me
You'll never know how much
Now i have nothing
And I'll never feel your touch.

[Salauddien Mengal]

Re: My 1st Choice.

I CAN'T SAY IT
I try so hard,
everyday,
its not fair,
i cant have it your way.

your so sweet to me,
treat me right,
i love what i see,
and whats in your mind.

you call me every night,
you make it your goal,
it feels so right,
but its all too old.

i have a bad feeling about falling,
it happens every time,
and i can never get up.

it feels like i brake every bone in my body,
my heart slowly dies,
loving nobody,
buried in lies.

i love how you sound when you say it,
when you whisper it in my ear,
should i hate you for this?,
i don't want you to be near.

your i love yous burn in my head,
I'm choking on all your words,
it feels like I'm dead,
i want to be for sure.

I'm to close to the edge,
i like what we have,
but its not working,
i wont let myself say i love you too.

[Salauddien Mengal]

Re: My 1st Choice.

promises made
Yesterday's goals, dim memories.
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.
Painful scars borne; Love's history.
Futures crumble when doubt appears.

No brightly lit hope envisioned,
When following after harsh words.
Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned.
Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured.

Apologies made, never bought.
Price paid turned out far too costly.
Though never known what would be wrought -
Must walk into the night softly.

One wish, only to be released.
Granted - now receive this token.
Words written in rhyme, love's deceased.
When promises made . . . were broken.

[Salauddien Mengal]

Re: My 1st Choice.

FALLING IN AND OUT OF LOVE
When I say I love you I do
But this with you will not do
I need someone I can lean on
Someone I can count on too

Yes you are there sometimes
For that I am grateful to you
But I need someone there full time
And that you can not do

You told me once you loved me
That I could believe in you
I was there when you needed someone
Where were you when I needed someone, too?

The time has come for me to let go
Never to expect you to care again
People may come and people may go
But my love will never end

[Salauddien Mengal]

Re: My 1st Choice.

Day by Day
Day by day
Is it really so hard?

Day by day
Maybe they're right?

Day by day
What to do?

Day by day
Can this be true?

Day by day
Is time the best healer of all?

Day by day
Who keeps a broken heart's score?

Day by day
Can I go on?

Day by day
Maybe I should at least try?

Day by day
They always say
There's nothing more to do
You have take life and trouble
Day by Day

[Salauddien Mengal]

Re: My 1st Choice.

The memories will always last
I didn't imagine this could ever happen to me.
My best friend is hurting,
And I can't even see.
The pain she must be feeling,
While she is lying there.
Just the thought of it,
I can't even bear.

It makes me think of all the good times we shared.
The times when we were happy,
And the times when we were scared.
We would walk alone,
Along her dark dirt road,
Frightened as can be
Because of the stories we once told.

The good and bad times have all gone by,
And thinking of them
Makes me want to sit down and cry.
The memories will always last,
They can never die.
They will go on and on
As long as we both try.

[Salauddien Mengal]

Re: My 1st Choice.

loss of innocence
When we first met I made you promise
you would never leave,
then I told you of the demons,
and how they made me bleed.

I made you promise crazy things,
but your words were not enough.
I couldn't believe you loved me
I thought to love me was too tough.

When I cry about my past
and say that I'm ashamed
I know I am the only one
who is to be blamed.
Then you crawl in bed beside me
and say that it's ok-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

When I can't sleep through the night,
when I toss and turn in bed,
you wrap your arms around me
and chase the demons from my head.
You say don't talk about the past
you tell me that it's gone,
you say since we're together now
it's time that I move on,
you say that I'm your angel
but if you only knew
the kind of thoughts I think
and what I used to do.
You tell me it doesn't matter
and that you love me anyway-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

They said that's how they liked it
when I dragged my nails across their backs,
but now you hold my hand in yours
and tell me to relax,
you say that this is making love
and this is the better way-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

I never felt a thing
before you touched my heart
and when you touched my body,
I thought I'd fall apart.
When you kiss my lips,
I feel you deep within my soul
then you wrap your arms around me
and say you'll never let me go.

When I tremble at your tenderness
and melt in your arms,
I know you really love me,
and you'll keep me safe from harm
you know I've never loved
or been loved in any kind of way-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

[Salauddien Mengal]

Re: My 1st Choice.

SAD POEM
Surrounded by darkness
Trapped inside, glass surrounds me
Emotions consume me
Feeling eating inside me
Screaming just hear me
Can't you see me
You hear it all the time
Hear me
For you cannot see me for who I am
For you see through me

Light escapes
Thoughts Evaporate
Listen if you can
Screams Retrace
Hallow echoes reverberate

[Salauddien Mengal]

Re: My 1st Choice.

On a night like this
On a night like this
It all began as they announced our names
No one could explain the feelings, none quite the same

On a night like this
Everything was so perfect
The mood was set just right
We held each other close, as we danced all night

On a night like this
We didn't want the night to end
Who would have thought tonight would be the night I would lose my friend.

On a night like this
We cry and wait, pray to god that everything will be alright
We've got to stay strong and win this fight

On a night like this
I shake uncontrollably, scream, and cry
Why the hell do we have to say goodbye

On a night like this
We remember and sometimes regret
Seth is truly the one person I will never forget

On a night like this
I cry myself to sleep, knowing he is watching over me, holding me, and wiping the tears from my cheek

On a night like this
He will live on forever
Not only in our hearts,
But within five others
And with that special one who owns his heart

On a night like this
We sadly part.

[Mujahid Khan]

Re: My 1st Choice.

On a night like this
On a night like this
It all began as they announced our names
No one could explain the feelings, none quite the same

On a night like this
Everything was so perfect
The mood was set just right
We held each other close, as we danced all night

On a night like this
We didn't want the night to end
Who would have thought tonight would be the night I would lose my friend.

On a night like this
We cry and wait, pray to god that everything will be alright
We've got to stay strong and win this fight

On a night like this
I shake uncontrollably, scream, and cry
Why the hell do we have to say goodbye

On a night like this
We remember and sometimes regret
Seth is truly the one person I will never forget

On a night like this
I cry myself to sleep, knowing he is watching over me, holding me, and wiping the tears from my cheek

On a night like this
He will live on forever
Not only in our hearts,
But within five others
And with that special one who owns his heart

On a night like this
We sadly part.

so nice sharing lexicon,keep it sharing

[Unsa Rana]

Re: My 1st Choice.

nice sharing Laxicon :)

[*Hala*]

Re: My 1st Choice.

these are some of the most beautiful poems ever. good job. Lexicon Ji .. be happy :rose

[Salauddien Mengal]

Re: My 1st Choice.

thanks to all of u for repling...