Anjani si .. Adhoori si .. Ba;eykar si b'ad bakht si zaat meri ..!!!! Nafrat hai ...!!! Haan nafrat hai mujhey khud sai wehshat hoti hai inteha ki bas nahi chalta werna khud ko itni azeyat doon kai ibrat ka nishan ban kar reh jaon sab kai liye ..!!!! Na qismat hai na sachai hai na wafa hai na rishtey hein adhoori khali ba'eykar si zindagi ....!!!! Sab kuch hotey bhi kuch nahi jahan ...!!!!! Mujh ko chalta phirta insaan toh banaya per dimaghi toar per itna maflooj ker deya ....!!!! Mujh ko khushi sai itna mehroom ker deya ? Kyun ..!! Phir kaho gai mujh ko main shikwa kerta hoon na shukra hoon gunahgaar hoon dhong rachata hoon ..!!!!!
Maana dhong rachaya mai nai ....!! Mana main gunahgar mana main ba'eybas main lachar main na shukra bhi ...!!! Par kaho kya haq nahi mera ? Kaho mujh ko zaroorat nahi ? Kaho mujhey ulfat nahi ? Mujhey umeed nahi ? Kaho main haqdar hoon kai nahi ?...!!!!!!
Aisa bhi kya manga main nai ? Aisa bhi kya soch liya ? Aisa bhi kya keh deya ? Aisa bhi kya ker liya ? Kai mujh ko maafee hee nahi ? Kai mujh jo saza hee saza mili ..!!! ? Doojon ki toba toba hai aur meri toba ? Meri maafe ? Meri wapisi ? Is sai kuch faraq nahi perta ? Jo deya cheen liya chinta hee gya kyun ? ...!!! Mujhey merey sawalon ka jawab nahi mila ... Sawal kerta main khud sawal ban gya .. Ab toh bas kero ........... Bas kero ab ...!!!
Maana dhong rachaya mai nai ....!! Mana main gunahgar mana main ba'eybas main lachar main na shukra bhi ...!!! Par kaho kya haq nahi mera ? Kaho mujh ko zaroorat nahi ? Kaho mujhey ulfat nahi ? Mujhey umeed nahi ? Kaho main haqdar hoon kai nahi ?...!!!!!!
Aisa bhi kya manga main nai ? Aisa bhi kya soch liya ? Aisa bhi kya keh deya ? Aisa bhi kya ker liya ? Kai mujh ko maafee hee nahi ? Kai mujh jo saza hee saza mili ..!!! ? Doojon ki toba toba hai aur meri toba ? Meri maafe ? Meri wapisi ? Is sai kuch faraq nahi perta ? Jo deya cheen liya chinta hee gya kyun ? ...!!! Mujhey merey sawalon ka jawab nahi mila ... Sawal kerta main khud sawal ban gya .. Ab toh bas kero ........... Bas kero ab ...!!!
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